There used to be a song played on Demento called "Life is too short to be Shy". It's about firing right back with a zinger when someone makes a disparaging barb about you. Of course some people make so MANY stupid statements that it's news when they don't. What has amazed me is the number of really looney responses to the Debt Ceiling deal of yesterday. Yesterday Rush Limbaugh said "The Obama side sought to blame the Republicans for having a default, if it came to that". Today Rush Limbaugh described the whole notion of a national default as an "Idle threat" and a "False narritive" because he says "Everybody knows governments don't have defaults". Tell that to Greece. Rush remarked about the drop in the stock market over the past eight days. By the way we may have seen the last of that for a while. People were saying it was the biggest drop of the year, and others said it was the biggest drop since 2008. Apparently the S & P 500 made new lows for the year. According to Rush - the market drop is because everybody on Wall Street knows this whole default thing was bogus, and the whole idea that there will be ANY debt reduction is bogus because Rush tells us, "There IS no debt reduction in this bill". Sarah Palin doesn't like this deal because the Defense budget gets cut. Glen Beck didn't like this deal one bit either. Rush then launched into a thing about how dieting causes the brain to eat its own brain cells. He says "This is why the Hollywood community is so stupid". But he added "Of course it doesn't matter if I lose brain cells because I still have the other half of my brain tied behind my back". I will say this. This debt reduction bill is a whole lot smaller than I would have wanted, or pushed for. But John Boehner rejected the four trillion dollar deal in favor of this one so take it up with him. This deal only reduces the national debt 2.4 trillion in a ten year period. In that period the debt will go from 14.5 trillion to about 28 trillion and now it is reduced to 25.6 trillion instead. We have to do a whole lot better than that or this debt really WILL become a problem for us. I imagine the unemployment rate will go up a notch or two when the next one is released. This rate is like backed up plumbing. It just isn't going to go down without some sort of decisive action.
Well I woke at three and got up and smoked two cigarettes. I was kind of just mad at God or whoever for having lived such an unproductive life. It was one of those mental musings. I thought of a dialog with God that might make a good script but I opted not to do it. Last week and last night I was thinking about those letters from Dad to his mother. There is one thing notably lacking in any of those letters and that is any sense of patriotism or being proud to be American. I thought that was the first thing they were taught in the military. There was no concerned for other troops fighting across the globe in the midst of World War II. What there was was a lot of talk about reading various biographies of Nepolian and listening to Beethoven’s Third, and comparing the comfort of various pairs of shoes, or collecting watches, or asking for money, or complaining you weren’t getting paid, or adverse remarks about the weather. And there were musings on the lack of intelligence of Chicanos in the unit. Of course I haven't even mentioned the circumstances under which he got his medical discharge. The circumstances have always been a little iffy. By the way techinally it was a General Discharge, rather than an "Honorable" discharge. They aren’t the sort of thing you’d frame in some lobby somewhere. His attitude tword me in the later years is a whole other matter meriting complaint to God. In this skit God acts like a total asshole similar to that “Dead Zone” series of dialogs with God and others in April and into Mayof 1996. I guess it was that relation with Dianne, a fellow tennent, that pulled me out of my depression that I had been in since about April first. She of course had that blond haired six year old son named Zach that was very chatty. I went back to bed muttering to myself “Don’t complain - - don’t complain”. This whole God thing was a road I didn’t want to go down now. I had some sort of a dream I think took place in the Bosc tract neighborhood. Often I’ve had dreams of living in a different house plan in that same tract that I’ve never been in. I think there was stuff about Alice Cooper and David Bowie songs from that ‘seventies era (pre Bosc house) and there was some movie they were promoting what seemed only a “few years back” (?) which was some science fiction blockbuster about the rapture or the end of the world, or some ongoing cult. Or maybe it was propaganda for the Ziggy cult come to life. Anyhow I woke from this dream and it was about 5:30 with a hint of getting light. And I thought about that “other life” I had dreamed about before. I got two “messages from beyond”. One was that “It’s such a relief to live in a young healthy body you’re about willing to pay any price to do it”. The other was "You know, Mal Evans has always been fond of you”. This remark rattled me and I’ll tell you why. Remember that time when Uncle Bob was running his mouth and he said “Of course [Marcus] always got the lion’s share of love from {Grandma”]. Somehow I found that remark offensive, as though there was something somehow unseemly about a close, affectionate relation with a loved one. Uncle Bob began making an increasing number of responses or remarks to or about me that were a little "off". I don’t know “where or who” (somewhere in hyperspace- - - ) this remark about Mal Evans originated. I would have been OK with, “Mal Evans is a really nice guy” or “Mal Evans admires your brain” or “Mal Evans thinks you have real potential”. I just didn’t like the way it was worded. It too much connotes “teachers pet” or something.
This is Wednesday August 3, 2011 and Judge Pirro is on. Generally it’s been less muggy and cooler today, which is better. I drowsed through noon hour Randy Rhodes. Well, Clowie’s pimp put Kate on notice to butt out of his affairs or she’d be sorry, and he added he doesn’t care who she is married to. Kinsey wants to be Clowie’s personal assistant. She can be my personal assistant any time. Just one question: Is Kinsey a whore? She intercepted one of the calls on Clowie’s cell phone and made an appointment with one of her perspective Johns. I find it admirable that she’s going to keep Clowie’s secret. Lets hope she means it. Meanwhile that “homophobe” friend scored last night with Kinsey. H’ll always have that one to hold over Sonny’s head. You know, “You took your lucky break and broke it in two – now what can be done for you?”
I went out to the courtyard and finally found a shady chair. I got two cups of iced tea from Dora. Then I listened to the rest of Randy Rhodes. In the morning I had Stephanie Miller on before and after breakfast, and I also had Thom Hartman on. In terms of that congressional committee of six democrats and six republicans, their recommendations cannot be amended. Someone had formerly said that the House, filled with tea baggers, could amend the thing, but that the Senate couldn’t, which has a majority of democrats. That wouldn’t be one bit fair. For lunch we had tomato and onion soup and crab salad. I got two extra dinner rolls, one from J W and one from Brenda, and had seconds on the salad from Ray. It was a good lunch.
We have "restored" a paragraph I forgot to include yesterday. And by the way if you think dying is any picnic, try liver cancer when you're only 46. By the way coincidentally, late April of 1993 was only days before the last time I saw my gray striped cat in early May of 1993. And speaking of dropped segments, I think the following is one the Simpson's could have used. Mrs. Hoover calls up Ralph Wiggam to her desk and says, "Oh, by the way we changed your web site from flotus to "flatus". Somebody else wanted "flotus" back. You remember that nice Black lady who spoke at our school a couple weeks ago. She thought "flatus" was just perfect for you." Ralph: What does "FLATUS" stand for". Mrs Hoover: "Oh - - that stands for First Lover At the Ultimate Site"." Ralph: "Bart Simpson E mailed me and he addressed me as "Your Royal Flatulance. What kind of nobility title is that?" Mrs. Hoover: "Not a good one, Ralph". Ralph: "You look sad, Mrs. Hoover". Hoover: "It's students like you that made me wish I had gotten that job at a department store demonstrating blenders. But the assistent manager said I sucked at and I didn't get the job". Ralph: "Did you suck at it because your name is Hoover?" Teacher: "You can go back to your desk now, Ralph".
THE FOLLOWING WAS TYPED LAST SATURDAY
I had the perfect title name for this file but now I can't remember it. It’s after 10:30 and Melinda Lee is just coming on. I haven’t heard her on the radio in years, since she was on KFI.She’s on KNX 1070. I listened to the Republican response to Obama at 8:07 and I counted off the false statements. Then it was the hit parade of “Fido Blue”. No that’s not a singing dog, but it featured classics such as “Cranberry Hill” and “Blueberry Fields Forever” and “It was a Berry Good Year”. It was a combination of blue and purple foods, including purple carrots, which are reputed to be very nutritious and tasty- - as well as added fiber in the diet. That was a Purity product on KTLK.
I’m brewing a second batch of coffee right now. Dr. Levy convened class just after 8:30. He just had car trouble with a nail in a tire. He just bought an optical projector that takes information from a computer and projects it on a wall or screen, and joked that he “couldn’t afford one with sound”. He got the thing hooked up without reading the instructions or anything. We watched a rather lengthly thing on American culture we didn’t finish because it was too long. Some of the accents were off. The Hillbillies didn’t sound “right”. And as an incarnation of Jess Ryder I can tell you people in rural